Time, fleeting

At this point in time, time feels so fleeting..like, I will never have a life again..Spoke to Mom about my leaving and now, suddenly, the ailments are starting.."my hip hurts where the operation was".."maybe I will get the cataract removed"..When I stated I just could not make it here, it was "yes, you can"..God, let me never attempt to push buttons on my children..

I realize as compared to a lot of people, my problems are not "serious"..there are blessings here. But this is my venue for venting..such as it is.