Just Damn

It has been a year since I came to Nebraska. Some days I think my physical pain (trigger points in the back and arthritis in the neck) are all exacerbated by being where I don’t want to be and having such negative thoughts. The mind is a powerful tool but I have not harnessed its’ power to “change” my perception of the situation. Or just plain acceptance. I know I feel some guilt about leaving for the times I do. Wonder why Mom’s other daughter does not feel anything?

I did get outside yesterday and get a couple of things done. Washed the Baby Truck, tooks some items to the pit. I think I will work in the garage today.

Man, days are long.